等,等雨后的彩虹,等黑夜之后的黎明.. 无尽的等待,是期待?是无奈?是绝望的开始?还是心死的尽头?

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

A Very First Day

Yesterday was the very first day for me to be working in the peds ward......lolz...was assigned to be a medication nurse...n attached to 2 medication staffnurse who is SN Tioh & SN Ngeow...both of them r js so nice....they teached me on how the machine functions,how to take care of the baby,etc....Sunway Medical Center is said to be a strict hospital...taking care of the pt especially babies is not an easy job..From ther,i learnt to be more confident,more responsible cuz i knew tat every single mistake tat i made,it will cause patient life as well as my future away..omg...touchwood touchwood...haha...

Today will be my 2nd day n I am actually assigned to be the Neonatal Jaundice(NNJ) nurse...hopefully ther will be the cases..lolz.....n wish tat everything is fine today..yesterday was a smooth day but i hope today will be as well...Early in the morning,i am awake n done my own brunch i think...n done my jounal as well as my lovely Gossip Girl...lolz...I am able to catch up till episode 5 today...hahaha...what a lovely drama..hehe....

I would like to end here as i am needed to prepare for work..lolz..miss~~~

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Practical (26/10/09 - 29/1/10)

Finally reached Sunway safety....We departed at 7 o'clock in the morning...unfortunately,the bus hv late n came at 7.30am..swt.....Lol...This will be my very last practical as a student of Diploma In Nursing..Hooray...i js cant wait it to finished.....I wish everything will be fine for this practical though i understood n well to know tat this is a challenge for me to be working in such private sector....SUNWAY MEDICAL CENTER,here I am will be destinated in the coming days...

Leaving in the Pangsapuri Lagoon Perdana n it is on the 18th floor...the highest floor n i am now high up the sky...early in the morning,ther will be the breezing n peaceful environment..thank god my last posting is in Sunway n of cuz this is out of my expectation...Sunway is the place tat we used to shop n stayed in the previously.....right now,i am facing the block tat u used to stay previously...though it been a year ago,u r js fresh in my mind...How???how am i supposed to leave when my heart tells me to keep u....i wish....i wish u r js out of my mind......cuz....i am really tired now...seriously,i am tired....though I am still loving u but......I am really tired.......tired with carrying the memories with u as I knew both or us r in the different pathway before we r destinated n it wont be continue no matter how..js like what u said to me in the previous...

I will be here for 3 months...gonna celebrate my christmas as well as my new year here...omg..cant imagine the day to come n how crazy I will be....Even right now,I wish to shop lik crazy n of cuz i need my shopaholic buddies....lol....Sushi King,Sakei Sushi,Shogun,etc..I am swear i will get u within this practical...Sunway Lagoon,of cuz i wont gonna missed out u....hahaha......Early in the morning,I am awake now n counting down for the shopping time to come...haha....oh yeah,I swear i will get u later..Sushi King...Yeah!!!I love u...till here i end up my blog today...Love u all n thx for viewing my blog....

Saturday, October 17, 2009

童话故事

是你,让我相信了童话故事的存在,
你说,我们会像童话故事里的结局,
是幸福快乐的结局。。
可是,现在的我们,
却什么都不是了。。

失去你的那瞬间,
失去你的世界里,
我的世界已变得一片黑暗了。。

因为,现在的我,已
失去了你给的爱,
失去了你的陪伴,
失去你的欢笑声,
是玩笑还是考验,
我们俩缘分那么浅。。

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

傻瓜


我离开了,真的能够带给你快乐吗?
我们,真的已走到该放弃的地步吗?
我不是一定要你回来,
只想告诉你,给予你的爱,
从没假过,一直都深爱着你。。
也许你再也不会相信,
也许你会觉得我很傻,但,
我愿意,真的愿意。。
成为那个永远爱着你的傻瓜。。。


Saturday, October 10, 2009

10/10/2009 ---------- MALACCA

It was a Malacca one day trip tat we had planned before sem break..Well well,this is a pleasure,precious,memorable as well as exciting trip for me i think....all of us do had a nice day in Malacca...We started our journey at around 9.30 plus plus in the morning n reached bout 11 something...In this trip,ofcuz wont gonna left out our tour guide,Wei Zhong as well as Jing n Fong Ling..Both of them r also a "driver" for the trip....


Snap without Jing realize..You may see how concentrate it is Jing driving...



Once we reached,we went for our breakfast at a dimsum shop which brought by Wei Zhong....Those dimsum r js nice to eat..Yummy...too bad i din took the pic in it...Sobzz....
anyway,i may describe the taste is..........*thumb up*lolz...After we done our breakfast,ther goes the time for us to be treasuring the Malacca...We went to the museum,of cuz we gonna left out our well known A Famosa as well as all the way through Christ Church Malacca with the name of "Red House"in chinese...


Parts of the inner view of A Famosa



The views of Chist Church Melaka




Souvenirs Shop along the street of the "Red House"



Besides that,accidentally taken a pic in the A Famosa...a natural feeling pic which the glow of the sunshine can be so pretty...it brought me a feeling of peace n love.....


Glow of sunshine




Arts of a tree




Done our visit at A Famosa n "Red House",there we went for our Nyonya Dessert...It is nice....I ordered a Nata de Coco Ice Kacang..Hmm...yummy~~


Nata de Coco Ice Kacang..Doesn't it looks nice??



After the Ice Kacang melt




We went to Melaka Museums Corporation..It all bout a history of a ship,hows the cruisers' life especially in pirates...got the feeling of in the "Pirates Carribean"It is a nice place to be visited..had fun with my frens..we took lots of the pictures with the creativity we had..haha....


The overall view of the Ship




We finished the visit at 5.oopm...our stomach started to "dancing"...it is a sign of we should go n hunting for food...and of cuz,we wont gonna missed out the chance to taste the Malacca well known n tasty Chicken Rice...The rice r so cute tat all r round in shape..Made me js cant couldn't stop of snapping it...We ordered 40 of the round rice tat good enough to fullfill our empty stomach...i had 3 of it n a glass of Wheat Grass...another time,it is yummy..omg..i couldn't imagine how much weight i gonna put up after this trip as i eat all the way through...lolz..


Round Round Chicken Rice



The scary look of my Wheatgrass drink under the flash effect of SE C902





At 6pm sharp,we went to shopping along the street as well as the nite market of cuz...There got held an singing event n our handsome Wei Zhong took part on it...he sang well enough compared to those uncle n auntie..wat a nice song dedication for us..lolz...Wei Zhong,jia you!!u sing so well...haha...


The stage where the event held




Our Wei Zhong is singing on the stage



Then we went to the Menara Taming Sari...the night scenery reminds me of the Eye On Malaysia n recalled all the memories i used to hv with u at ther...deep in my heart,i js prayed tat i am able to enjoy the night scenery with u in the coming days because the night scene of Malacca is so lovely n i dun feel lik leaving ther..n i js wish u could be ther for me though it js a dream..


Here we come the Menara Taming Sari




The beautiful n creative "Beca"parking n waiting at the parking lots




The overall view of the Menara Taming Sari



The night scenery of Malacca



Though it was js a minute of spin but it is enough for me as i am so excited to go for the bungee jumping..omg...it been a long time i lost the feeling of flying high up the sky since the Dec 2006 in Gold Coast,Aus...However,the feedback i got from it was a long bruise line on my thigh...cuz i din fasten the seatbelt well enough..the worse is when i am done,i still got the feeling tat i am flying in the sky n i jumped down till i hurt my toes...damn it!!wat a ridiculous joke given by the God.....


Tickets for entering the coach of Menara Taming Sari & Bungee Jump




Bungee Jump




Feedbacks of the Bungee Jump



Time for supper!!!GO GO GO...there we came "Capital Satay Celup"...though i not really like to take satay sauce but it is first time i took this special satay celup style...We cook all the thing in satay sauce js lik the "Fei Zai Luk Luk"...it is so cute..tat made me ate 5 pieces of seafood tofu,2 stick of the "Char You Tiao"(in chinese),3 slices of "bak gua"(in hokkien) n a tin of coke...it is js nice n full for me...delicious n yummy yummy..i swear i gonna come back to u in the coming days if i got the chance....


Fong Ling & My foods


The satay sauce tat we used to cook



When it is done...LOlzz...feedback from us to the shop...wat a mess!!



Time's up for a day trip???definately no...lolz...we r able to make it to the jetty n had some fresh air after a heavy meal...Wei Zhong brought us ther n a very thank you for him as he helped me to discover a club in Malacca..."ARENA"...said to be nice from wat i see but not really know unless i tried it..gonna find a chance n try it out...wonder when.....js pray for the time to come as i am now have to breathing under assignments n class tests air...lolz...


ARENA



Here comes the end of our one day trip of Malacca...we started our way back to Nilai at 1 something early in the morning n everybody was exhausted bet....i had some rest all the way back..pity Jing n Wei Zhong hv to drive...We arrived safety at the college around 3 something in the morning....Although it is tired but worth it cuz it is a amazing trip n i did had fun with friends..Now i js cant wait for the next trip...what a BLAST day i ever had on 10th October 2009!!

Friday, October 9, 2009

Assignments' day

Assignments...u r js killing me........been sitting in front of the laptop for 5 hrs js for the assignments...Mdm Gnaesh,u r js killing ppl man!!!!wat the hell u keep asking ppl to do research..omg......Anybody can help me with the research?!!!i wish could scream as loud as i can..omg....it is so suffering with the assginments...stressful plus low immunity of my body...flu + cough + running nose...u r js good enough to kill me...

I am not zombie..so pls stayed away from me...stupid sickness...lolz....been so tired though i had a 2 hrs nap..wondering izzit i am getting old nowadays...lolz.....next year gonna be 21...omg...21 is coming...OMG + SOS!!!hahaha..i dun wan...wanna to be forever 18......though love to shop in Forever 21...wahahaha...Of cuz...today same as usual,having class,attached myself with facebook as well as msn...it's been my life to be reading on ur status n ur personal message even though it is hardly to see u online recently....bet u will be killing me if u know this..haha..sorry..i hv been telling myself to stop it but i failed..

I am wondering y today will got the mood to loitering in here...hmm..probably i am too boring n wanna to relieve all my stupid emotion here...lolz...gotta feeling to call u but lastly i failed to do so as i scare i might be disturbing u...Though a year gone but.....memoriess still fresh in my mind...deep in the nite,u images r js killing me....every single things from u,ur smile,ur voice,etc...was wondering is this a sign or a feeling of lost tat must be gone through by everybody in the world..it js killing me!!!

Hmm....wish tat u r having ur Spring nicely ther..n....u r having exam period....all the best n good luck to u..though i wish to say it directly but i knew i cant make it.....No matter wat it is,i wish i could know who am i for u rite now....am i said to be a stranger?a fren?a nightmare passer-by in ur life?or a person tat hv left a deep footprint in ur heart....??God the only person knows it.......but i can swear tat u r the person who had stepped in my heart 4 years ago n u hv never come out from ther till now though in reality,u r not ther anymore......Is tat a good thing??hmm...i wish to get the answer one day.....

想你

在寂寞的夜里,
回忆着我们的点点滴滴,
一切像是昨夜的一场梦。。

远方的你,近来好吗?
可否感觉到我对你的思念?
可否听见的我想对你的话?

我们真的就这样了吗?
我不想不要更不愿意,
因为真的真的很爱你。。

为何你就这样的离开了?
为何?是为何呢?
都是我不能理解的一切。。

还有好多好多的话想对你说,
也许现在的你不会听见,
我相信,只因为我相信你,
未来的日子里,
你会听的见。。。。。