等,等雨后的彩虹,等黑夜之后的黎明.. 无尽的等待,是期待?是无奈?是绝望的开始?还是心死的尽头?

Thursday, March 18, 2010

爱的断点

当所有的爱恨情仇终于随风飘远,

当所有的纠缠变得不再有任何意义,

当故事在某一刻划上句点,

心开始要重新面对未来的旅程,

这是一场无比艰难的抉择。

一切结束的一刻,心如刀割,

一道道的伤痕残忍地裸露在眼前,

那一抹抹的血红凝成了永远的伤口,

无法逃,无法遮掩。


但时间会将这个伤口,

细心地呵护和照顾,

而它总有一天会结疤。


有时候,一个转身,

情感就会出点断点,

有时候,一个转身,

也许永远不会相见,

有时候,一个转身,

就是一个世纪年华。

就是转身的这一点,

把所有的未来和结局在瞬间定格。

只要你过的比我好

等待的日子漫长而无期,
徨的夜晚总是布满恐惧,
寂寞如烟,磨的人了无生气。
消逝的时光麻木着灵魂,
消磨着意志,燃尽了信心,
终于疲惫到无力。
所有的信心、坚持、希望,终究还是化作绝望的泪随风飘逝。

昨日的悲欢宛如流沙,
随着大海渐渐消失在我的世界,
从此不会站在喧嚣的人群中,
和着城市的节拍跳舞。
灵魂在迷离中漫步,
孤独死寂直到下一个轮回。

有一种坚强,叫做伪装;
有一种痛楚,叫做无奈。
总有一些事情做了才知道后悔,
总有一些人错过了才开始想念。

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

对白

如何让你遇见我?在我最美丽的时刻?
为这我已在佛前求了五百年,
求他让我们结一段尘缘。
佛于是把我化做一棵树,
长在你必经的路旁。
阳光下慎重地开满了花,
朵朵都是我前世的盼望。

你,恨那个让你伤心的人吗?
恨他让你从此没办法爱上任何人,
失去爱人的能力。
但是,你可否有想过?
当你伤心的时候,那人比你更伤心。

一切都是如此的不可思议,
假如没有尝过苦涩的滋味,
我想我不想发现,
你早已在我心中注入了一口甜蜜。

Monday, March 15, 2010

A Broken Heart

Forget the times u walked by,
Forget the times u've made me cry,
Forget the times u held my hand,
Forget the sweet things if I can,
I can no longer pretend,
I hv to remember now tat u're
JUST A FREN.

They said tat time heals all wound,
but all it's done so far is
give me more time to think about
how much I MISS U.

If someone u love hurts u cry a river,
build a bridge and
GET OVER IT.

It takes a minute to like someone,
and hours to love someone,
but it takes a life time to forget someone.

I miss u a little,
I guess u could say,
A little too much,
A little too often,and
A little more each day.

There is one pain I often feel which u would never know,
because it is caused by the absence if u.

Sometimes it's hard to love someone,
because u're so afraid of losing them.

Some of us think holding on makes us strong,
but sometimes it is letting go.

A teardrop is insignificant in a pool of water,
but it can touch the soul as it's runs down someone face.

The saddest thing in the world,
is loving someone who used to love u.

I still love u with all the little pieces of my heart that u left,
but dun take them as it's the only thing I have that still have ur name on it.

Giving up doesn't always meant u r weak,
sometimes it means tat u r strong enough to let go.

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Life

First of all...I'am apologized for late updating for my blog...Well well..js got back my lappy after sent it to visit its Dr (re-formatting)hahaa...Been couples of weeks din blogging...js enough to kill me...haha..

Right now,I am gonna start my stories' time then...Lol...Well well,Chinese New Year gone.....However,this year...Cny was js meaningless.....Din go anywhere except been to Venny's house...As usual,gambling n eating....tatz the only thing we do when cny I think...for the teenagers nowadays..haha...Wat do u think?any suggestion other than tat?haha..

Hmm....Must as well..clubbing or said to be pub...part of my life then..Able to pay a visit to the new pub together with Xin xin as well as Venny them...Ahha...lots of stories to tell from ther...haha..Wonder tat day wats the luck we all had...Police checking was done on the day...Damn...Wasted our time as well as our liquor..Damn police...take 2 hrs to do the checking...Swt..everybody in the pub I think wont let off the chance for bitching n cursing those stupid policemen...Anyway,js a past....js a new experience we had then...We cant stop laughing for each other....Can u imagine the situation?omg.....

After the nite,nth much I did..everybody js went back to their own colleges as well as universities...I....continued with my boring life here...Except from chatting n hanging on the phone,nth else I can do....haha....Life is js so boring in Sdk...Zzzz...Talk bout the books???omg....There r still in my luggages....wonder how am I going to face the exams when back to Nilai then...haha..

Feb gone March came....In this month,i bet I hv to make a new arrangement for it rather than js spending my life with nth...Lol...Am I able to do tat?nobody knows...Js got no mood to study at all.....Wher is my mood??Omg...Come back to me!!!I need u....Lolx....

11th April...I js cant for it....hehe...Rozeal is coming...Hooray..I wont be boring anymore afterwards...hehe....Anyway,js hope Sdk wont be too boring for u...Girl...hehe..Buddies...I miss u all so much here...Keep recall all the memoriess we had for our college life...haha...Do all the stupid things together.....Js like wat Jo said in the Fb....Wish the holiday slipped over but do scare when the graduation day came....