只要你过的比我好

等待的日子漫长而无期，

彷徨的夜晚总是布满恐惧，

寂寞如烟，磨的人了无生气。

消逝的时光麻木着灵魂，

消磨着意志，燃尽了信心，

终于疲惫到无力。

所有的信心、坚持、希望，终究还是化作绝望的泪随风飘逝。

昨日的悲欢宛如流沙，

随着大海渐渐消失在我的世界，

从此不会站在喧嚣的人群中，

和着城市的节拍跳舞。

灵魂在迷离中漫步，

孤独死寂直到下一个轮回。

有一种坚强，叫做伪装；

有一种痛楚，叫做无奈。

总有一些事情做了才知道后悔，

总有一些人错过了才开始想念。

对白

如何让你遇见我？在我最美丽的时刻？

为这我已在佛前求了五百年，

求他让我们结一段尘缘。

佛于是把我化做一棵树，

长在你必经的路旁。

阳光下慎重地开满了花，

朵朵都是我前世的盼望。

你，恨那个让你伤心的人吗？

恨他让你从此没办法爱上任何人，
失去爱人的能力。

但是，你可否有想过？

当你伤心的时候，那人比你更伤心。

一切都是如此的不可思议，

假如没有尝过苦涩的滋味，

我想我不想发现，

你早已在我心中注入了一口甜蜜。

A Broken Heart

Forget the times u walked by,

Forget the times u've made me cry,

Forget the times u held my hand,

Forget the sweet things if I can,

I can no longer pretend,

I hv to remember now tat u're

JUST A FREN.

They said tat time heals all wound,

but all it's done so far is

give me more time to think about

how much I MISS U.

If someone u love hurts u cry a river,

build a bridge and

GET OVER IT.

It takes a minute to like someone,

and hours to love someone,

but it takes a life time to forget someone.

I miss u a little,

I guess u could say,

A little too much,

A little too often,and

A little more each day.

There is one pain I often feel which u would never know,

because it is caused by the absence if u.

Sometimes it's hard to love someone,

because u're so afraid of losing them.

Some of us think holding on makes us strong,

but sometimes it is letting go.

A teardrop is insignificant in a pool of water,

but it can touch the soul as it's runs down someone face.

The saddest thing in the world,

is loving someone who used to love u.

I still love u with all the little pieces of my heart that u left,

but dun take them as it's the only thing I have that still have ur name on it.

Giving up doesn't always meant u r weak,

sometimes it means tat u r strong enough to let go.

Life

First of all...I'am apologized for late updating for my blog...Well well..js got back my lappy after sent it to visit its Dr (re-formatting)hahaa...Been couples of weeks din blogging...js enough to kill me...haha..

Right now,I am gonna start my stories' time then...Lol...Well well,Chinese New Year gone.....However,this year...Cny was js meaningless.....Din go anywhere except been to Venny's house...As usual,gambling n eating....tatz the only thing we do when cny I think...for the teenagers nowadays..haha...Wat do u think?any suggestion other than tat?haha..

Hmm....Must as well..clubbing or said to be pub...part of my life then..Able to pay a visit to the new pub together with Xin xin as well as Venny them...Ahha...lots of stories to tell from ther...haha..Wonder tat day wats the luck we all had...Police checking was done on the day...Damn...Wasted our time as well as our liquor..Damn police...take 2 hrs to do the checking...Swt..everybody in the pub I think wont let off the chance for bitching n cursing those stupid policemen...Anyway,js a past....js a new experience we had then...We cant stop laughing for each other....Can u imagine the situation?omg.....

After the nite,nth much I did..everybody js went back to their own colleges as well as universities...I....continued with my boring life here...Except from chatting n hanging on the phone,nth else I can do....haha....Life is js so boring in Sdk...Zzzz...Talk bout the books???omg....There r still in my luggages....wonder how am I going to face the exams when back to Nilai then...haha..

Feb gone March came....In this month,i bet I hv to make a new arrangement for it rather than js spending my life with nth...Lol...Am I able to do tat?nobody knows...Js got no mood to study at all.....Wher is my mood??Omg...Come back to me!!!I need u....Lolx....

11th April...I js cant for it....hehe...Rozeal is coming...Hooray..I wont be boring anymore afterwards...hehe....Anyway,js hope Sdk wont be too boring for u...Girl...hehe..Buddies...I miss u all so much here...Keep recall all the memoriess we had for our college life...haha...Do all the stupid things together.....Js like wat Jo said in the Fb....Wish the holiday slipped over but do scare when the graduation day came....

New Year Eve

Finally,here comes the new year eve....Hooray!!!Today everybody especially mummy is busy for cooks as the reunion dinner is coming...Indeed I am a bad gurl....i din helped in any cooks...lol..Daddy brought us out for brunch n hv a walked in the town...We went to hv Gentingmas....Omg...There were js packing like sardines....Everybody was busy buying new year stuff as well as those malays....Wonder r they going to celebrate Chinese New Year as well or the situation is always meant to be such when there is the promotion or discount time...haha...Anyway,I am said to be a "Foreigner" in the my own hometown nowadays..What a ridiculous description!!!lol...

Well well.....Last nite wasn't my nite....I had an insomnia....Wonder y....Anyway,was awaken at 5.30 something in the morning by someone.....haha...He able to accompany me n we do hv a nice conversation...hehe....Right now,do feel bit sleepy....but instead of hving nap,I would rather stick my butt in front the lappy n blogging n of cuz facebook-ing...haha....Blogging n Facebook been part of my life nowadays...I wonder hows the life goes on without them...Can I or ??nobody knows....

This year,due to the fully booking of the hotels n motels,my annually family's vacation has been changed...What a sad n disappointing news i got when I am in KL.......Well well...daddy promised that the plan will still be on but the destination will be Keningau....Haven been to the place before though I am a Sabahan...hahaha......Whatsoever,I wish the place will be nice n enjoyable vacation for this year then....

It's bout the time to end my story for today then...Will updating as soon as possible....My buddies..same goes to u all once more...I miss u all..Can't wait for the holiday to be ended up....n see u all in the college......Love~~

Secret Recipe

Finally,was succeed to step in the Sdk's Secret Recipe together with Zoe.....We hv a nice gathering...chit-chatting like aunties in ther...hahaha....We ordered one Kid's fish n chips,Slice of Peach Cream Cake,Mixed Fruit Yogurt n a glass of frosty Iced Lemon Tea....Yummy.......

We were busy chatting n both of us started to talk n bout our life till 11 something..haha..Zoe treat me for this n I promised to treat back for movies in the coming days....Thank you so much,darling....

Darl,sdk is js so boring..cant wait to back KL....haha....Anyway,I swear I will meet u up n we r going for movie in Mid Valley or any shopping malls when I back k?haha...do take care well urself then...

Regards,
Sheery

I'm Back

Finally I am here to update my blog...Hooray!!!Omg..previously was too busy...Stepping in the new year,wish everything will be going smoothly as well as my studies..Holidays started and reached the hometown...Home sweet home...Mummy's cooks is always the best for me..Love u,mummy...

Chinese New Year is coming...Everybody is busy buying the new year stuff,cleaning the house,changing this n that...omg....This year the Valentines' Day is dropped at the 1st day of Chinese New Year,it meant the love is all around in the air..haha...For me,I bet i hv nth different than last year,celebrating Valentines' with myself..haha...Should I said I am lucky enough?this year I am celebrating with my dearest family..Nah...Whatever.....as long as I am happy enough....

Holiday Holiday...Hmm...Y is this holidays r js so boring............Buddies...P/s:please come back as soon as possible...Mushrooms n spores is growing all over my head already...hahaha....Of cuz,hanging on phones had became my trend nowadays...haha..especially to Eileen n Joanne...hahaha....knows how boring it is my holiday...haha...

Hmmm..apart from hanging on the phone calls,followed daddy to his estate became my favourite as well...haha...One day mummy was asking me y nowadays will follow daddy as previous u would js stick ur butt in front of the lappy..haha...I am speechless....It is true by what she said as I do love to surfing..Lol...

Hmm....one more thing was js so mess up my mind recently....n i dunno wat should i do.........I had received the offered letter from University Of Sunderland...hmmm...wondering should I further degree or should I stayed n work.....Arrrh!!really in dilemma..Of cuz not js because of that...financial is one of the problem...haiz...y is the world always full with problems...I will be burdened up daddy if i go as bro is stepping to the college sooner...Omg..really gonna stress up daddy...Arrhhhhhhh.....whatsoever it is,dun care already...Finished the Diploma first...haha

Malaysia Nursing Board exam is js around the corner...gosh...I haven prepared anything...everything is js like empty...haha...Think cause of the new year mood...Wish tat everything will be fine after new year..haha....Arrrhhh...really gonna had my boring holidays nowadays..haha....Oppsss....Js recall tat I havent choose any song from my lovely lappy for the Graduation Dinner event...haha...Oh yeah!!hope n bet it is a successful event...Go go go...Din July 07.....I had been assigned for the music Dj this time...wish I can handle everything well...hehe...Dance floor!!!here I come..I will make sure everybody enjoy the event with all the song i prepared...hehe....

Think it's bout the time for me to end my stories for today..I will update my blog once I am free...k?Joanne,Rozeal,Eileen,Sam,Sky,etc etc......I miss u all so much...cant wait to be back to KL.......wish to hang around with u all....haha....anyway,wish u all enjoy ur holidays ya...hehe..love~~~